I did not expect to miss him this much.

I wonder

whats wrong with me
sometimes
i just keep
wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world
of self destruction
like as if
i want to see myself fail completely
and disappear.
strange
its like a dive
i used to be on swim team when i was young
and i hated it so much
i wanted to drown.

- Daul Kim

(Source: thechocolatebrigade)

geli-tripping:

• be thin
• have a vagina
• give birth
• cook for you
• have long hair
• wear makeup
• have sex with you
• be feminine
• be graceful
• shave
• diet
• be fashionable
• wear pink
• love men
• be the media’s idea of perfection
• listen to your bullshit

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